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Friday, July 17, 2009

:: an analysis of michael jackson's come-to-end life ::


Michael Jackson (MJ) was known as the most loving person in the world. He gave up most of his assets for charity and all his life, he fought for equality of the African Americans, AIDS victims, against drug abuse, against abortion, against child labor and secretly channelled his properties for the hungry children of the world. However, he wasn't peace at heart. He had always thought of himself as a child trapped inside a man's body. Being Peter Pan was all his dream, never to grow up, forever a child. That inspired him to build Neverland - a heaven for children. Children of all ages and races were welcomed to Neverland. MJ had so much love to give.

However, he made a mistake which he didn't know of the consequences. He saw the peaceful life his brother, Jermaine (Muhammad Abdul Aziz) had as a Muslim - true, Jermaine faced so much pressure that he moved to Bahrain.

In 1989, MJ made a press conference which shocked the world, "I have seen the Islam in the life of my brother, I have read the books about Islam. And I'd love to someday feel the calmness and peace of Islam..." These were among many words that came out from his mouth. A mouth of Allah's heaven, insyaAllah.

Since that, MJ's life was never the same again. He was accused of so many accusations against child molestation. MJ was not someone who could deal with much pressure as he was a 'delicate child'. All the extortion and black mail followed after that. Everything he did was being seen as wrong in the eyes of the Media. All these are to influence his fans to hate MJ. If he was hated, then he would not be influential anymore.

For several years, he stayed in England. Getting motivation from a long time friend, Cat Stevens, who had converted into Islam - named Yusuf Islam. From him, MJ learnt how Yusuf had survived being a real Muslim. He made friends with a song writer, Zain Bhikha too, who wrote a song titled, "GIVE THANKS TO ALLAH", which he wanted MJ to sing whenever he is ready.

Following his trial, MJ withdrew to Bahrain, where he was the special guest of sheik Abdullah bin Hamad Al Khalifa, the son of Bahrain’s king. It was then that Michael began to give conversion more “serious thought.” MJ stayed in Bahrain for approximately 3 years. He studied Islam, the prayers and learn to read the Koran (al-Quran).

Finally, he came back to Los Angeles and in November 2008 MJ had formally converted to Islam in a ceremony at a close friend’s house in Los Angeles. He performed Haj with the King of Bahrain and son on December 2008.

He had a hidden agenda when he wanted to make a final comeback. He annouced in a press conference on March 2009, "This will be my final concert. I'll see you all in July..."

He planned that during his concert, he would announce that this would be his FINAL concert as he wouldn't be performing anymore. He would declare that he is a Muslim and would only sing with Yusuf Islam and Friends.
At the end of the concert, he would be singing the song, "GIVE THANKS TO ALLAH" with Yusuf Islam. That was the reason why he chose London as his final concert venue instead of the USA. It was because he thought he could escape the USA's extortion, and that he could perform with yusuf Islam who is in England.

At 12.30am, 25th June 2009, he hugged his production manager and said, "After reherasing for 2 months, I am finally ready for the concert..." Before leaving to sleep, he waved his dancers, "It was a good night everyone. I'll see you all tomorrow..." The next thing that happened... He was pronouced dead at 2.26am...what a shocking news!

When 911 was called, there were so much questions asked. It was as if they didn't know who MJ was and where he lived. The questions asked were more towards to delay time. The hospital said the autopsy result can only be obtained after 2 months - very illogical as even the worst African technology could obtain the result in less than 2 weeks.

MJ's family members opt for second private autopsy as they started to feel something fishy was going on. The result came out in about 4 days - MJ was drugged with high dosage of anaesthetic - drug that brings about a reversible loss of consciousness, if used too much could stop the heart from beating.

Another result which was not aired in the media was, MJ's stomach was empty of this drug, but his blood were filled with it - same case as the death of Marilyn Monroe. The private doctors also found many needle marks, afraid to be forced injections given to MJ on his bed.

In CNN Live after a week, Barack Obama was interviewed. And he said, "I love MJ, I grew up listening to his songs. It is a great loss, but rest assured that there is no conspiracy in his death..." Now, why must a President made such statement before the official autopsy result came out? How would he know that there is no conspiracy without the post-mortem result? Seems like someone is afraid of his own shadows.

MJ was known to the world as a person who is against drug abuse. Why must he be addicted to drug, then? If he wanted to commit suicide, why rehearse for his concert? And why will he want to see his dancers the next day?

Enough about his death. I am sure people around the world are not stupid anymore. These supreme power can fool us during the Marilyn Monroe conspiracy, Martin Luther King and Princess Diana. But in this MJ's case, they left too many loopholes for those who think...!!

MJ's family was about to give him a Muslim burial with the help of The Brotherhood of Islam. But, the CIA showed up at Neverland's door - blackmailed them that if they do so publicly, Katherine (MJ's mother) would be pulled off from MJ's 3 children's custody as well as MJ's estates. Instead, they'll hire Debbie Rowe for the purpose, and the court will be in their favour. So much for democracy and fairness...

Finally, they agreed to let MJ have a Muslim Burial in Neverland. But in condition, must show to the public a Christian Memorial Service, as to prove to the world that MJ was never a Muslim.

So, Staples Centre was just a normal show. That's why the coffin was closed and sealed.

MJ was buried days earlier. The Gold Coffin was empty. They were about to bury the Coffin according to Christianity ways in Hollywood - as in their deal with the USA Government.

These happened, because the USA is afraid of the rising numbers of Muslims in the world.

(Sheikh Ha**d)
The Brotherhood of Islam
Buletin of Bahrain


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Friday, July 10, 2009

:: will you be there ::

Hold Me
Like The River of Jordan
And I Will Then Say To Thee
You Are My Friend
Carry Me
Like You Are My Brother
Love Me Like A Mother
Would You Be There?

Weary
Tell Me Will You Hold Me
When Wrong,
Will You Skold Me
When Lost
Will You Find Me?

But They Told Me
A Man Should Be Faithful
And Walk When Not Able
And Fight Till The End
But I'm Only Human

Everyone's Taking Control of Me
Seems That The World's
Got A Role For Me
I'm So Confused
Will You Show To Me
You'll Be There For Me
And Care Enough To Bear Me

(Hold Me) show me
(Lay Your Head Lowly)told me
(Softly Then Boldly)
(Carry Me There) I'm Only Human

(Lead Me)hold me
(Love Me And Feed Me)
ye yeah
(Kiss Me And Free Me)
yeah
(I Will Feel Blessed)
I'm Only Human
(Carry)
Carry
(Carry Me Boldly)
Carry me
(Lift Me Up Slowly)
yeah
(Carry Me There)
I'm Only Human

(Save Me)
need me
(Heal Me And Bathe Me)
lift me up lift me up
(Softly You Say To Me)
(I Will Be There)
I Will Be There

(Lift Me)
i'm gonna care
(Lift Me Up Slowly)
(Carry Me Boldly)
yeah
(Show Me You Care)
Show Me You Care

(Hold Me)
whoooo
(Lay Your Head Lowly)
i git lonely some times
(Softly Then Boldly)
i git lonly
(Carry Me There)
yeah yeah carry me there
yeah yeah yeah
[Spoken]
In Our Darkest Hour
In My Deepest Despair
Will You Still Care?
Will You Be There?
In My Trials
And My Tribulations
Through Our Doubts
And Frustrations
In My Violence
In My Turbulence
Through My Fear
And My Confessions
In My Anguish And My Pains
Through My Joy And My Sorrow
In The Promise of Another Tomorrow
I'll Never Let You Part
For You're Always In My Heart.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

:: smile ::

Smile
tho'
your heart is aching
Smile
Even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky - You'll get by

If you
Smile with (through) your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

Light up your face with gladness
Hide ev'ry trace of sadness
Altho' a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile - What's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

:: I'll be there ::

You and I must make a pact, we must bring salvation back
Where there is love, I'll be there
I'll reach out my hand to you, I'll have faith in all you do
Just call my name and I'll be there

And oh - I'll be there to comfort you,
Build my world of dreams around you,
I'm so glad that I found you
I'll be there with a love that's strong
I'll be your strength,
I'll keep holding on - yes I will, yes I will

Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter
Togetherness, well that's all I'm after
Whenever you need me, I'll be there
I'll be there to protect you, with an unselfish love I respect you
Just call my name and I'll be there

If you should ever find someone new,
I know he'd better be good to you
'Cos if he doesn't, I'll be there
Don't you know, baby, yeah yeah
I'll be there, I'll be there, just call my name,
I'll be there(Just look over your shoulders, honey - ooh)

I'll be there, I'll be there, whenever you need me,
I'll be thereDon't you know, baby, yeah yeah
I'll be there, I'll be there, just call my name,
I'll be there...

:: it was Michael Jackson ::

Last few weeks, the world celebrated the life while mourning the death of Michael Jackson, one of the greatest musical talents and humanitarians of our era. Last few days, many stars paid their respects to him at MJ memorial service. As of today, he may no longer walk among us, but he will live forever in our hearts, minds and souls. The spirit of Michael Jackson is alive in his music, videos and countless acts of charity.
...It was Michael Jackson who brought the Blacks and Whites and the Asians and the Latinos together...
...It was Michael Jackson who made us sing 'We Are the World' in order to feed the hungry...
...It was Michael Jackson who made world culture accepts persons of colour, way before Tiger Woods, way before Oprah Winfrey, way before Barack Obama...
...It was Michael Jackson who did with music what they later did in sports and in politics, and in television...
And no controversy will erase the historic impact!

:: stop accusig Michael Jackson ::

Michael had an incurable skin disease. Nobody believed him...they wanted to believe he wanted to be white, I have a video you can look at that will help you understand the disease and how it affected Michael. MJ turned white in front of the whole world, and kept on singing. He had work done on his nose two times. First, his dad constantly teased about how big his nose was. At some point, Michael broke his nose, and while he had the bridge fixed,he has his nose reshaped. That's the nose you see in Thriller. Meanwhile, Michael was steadily becoming white. He actually had to put white features on his face because he had turned white. So, you have the change in skin color and the cosmetic surgery. Then, he felt he looked to girly, so he had a clef put in his chin. While all this was going on, people were calling him a freak, saying he didn't want to be black as well as other horrible things. Look at the video. It will give you some compassion for him. He was just a guy that took the hand life dealt him and found a way to live with it. Allah bless his loving soul.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B6xJlyJgfS8

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

:: H1N1 ::

To be sung in the tune of "New York" by Frank Sinatra

Stop spreading the Flu,
Don't come here today,
I don't-want to be a part of it,
H1N1

These renegade germs,
Are longing to stray,
Right into all our pretty noses,
H1N1

I don't-want to wake up,
In a bedroom fill with drips,
I can't swallow the pills,
I just feel like some sh*t!

Don't give me the blues,
Just stay far away,
I don't-want to catch any of it,
H1N1

So just keep your - distance there,
And don't come - somewhere near,
Just stay away,
H1N1

:: just write..whatever ::

Hey everyone! Sorry for not posting up any posts lately, well because I'm busy with many stuffs and flu yesterday. Yeah, I went to see a doctor just now and she said it was just some normal flu and fever. So yeah, not swine flu. Haha cause if it was swine flu I won't be able to come to work!Quarantine ma..

So I'm gonna talk about this short random movie that me and my friends wanna do. So Haziq, Some have agreed (maybe) to be in that short random movie we're gonna make. I don't know about one fella yet cause we haven't asked him about it.
Alright let's move on to another topic, So well I've been listening to this song like repeatedly and it's all because of Shah. He made me listen to the song "Love Is Gone - David Guetta". I know it's like an old song but then I started to listen to it again. I'm starting to like Electro Music now, cause I think the music's kinda catchy. The ones I really love to listen to right now are:

"Love Is Gone - David Guetta"
"Morseton 2.0 - Heiko & Maiko"
"Work Your Pu**y Baby - DJ Antoine"
*go check them on the music playing thingy*
Hey, out of curiosity..Do you people like feel awkward when some babies for no reason stare at you and after a few moments, they cry as they wish! *snaps fingers* I mean like, it sucks. Cause you feel like you were the one who caused the baby to cry.

And the final topic for this post is, I'VE GOTTEN MYSELF SOME NEW HEADPHONES!!! It's the same model as my first one though (Sony) cause I really love the sound quality on this thing.